just the 22 no. @ {12:22 AM}
When I think of YOU; :)
DAMNNN. i thought of blogging ytd night but it was already late and had to go to bed. and mum was as usual nagging. LOL.! but i still love her nagging mann. :)
there were some emotional things which happened in school ytd. emotional or should i say it as kind of motivational. what really happen was this... it was maths class and we went to maths class. before we could sit down, MS CHNG called everyone to the front to see our new sitting arrangements. we saw our sitting arrangements and also our test marks from january till now. it was very bad. and i mean real bad. i scored only 43% and i had to sit at the second row as those with higher marks could get to sit behind. the MS CHNG told us somethings abt our attitude towards our work. she was damn dead serious and halfway through the speech, she cried. we were shitless and did not know what to do. and the best thing abt it was that she still continued teaching us after she caught her breath. she never gave up on us. it really dawned upon me what i have been doing for the past 2 months. my maths marks has not been up to my standard. speaking honestly, i was one of the best maths student in my class. and i have always wanted to keep my good reputition. but damn! i failed my vectors test by 2 marks! and others were also not so good. i really appreciate MS CHNG for what she has done for us and like i said, she has never gave up on any one of us. she once told me, "YOU ARE A SLOW WALKER, BUT I KNOW THAT YOU WILL NEVER WALK BACKWARDS". i was on the verge of crying at that time too. but i didn't, HAHAHAS. okays, its time i start to get more serious in my work. me myself know that i have not been doing well and what i am doing is for my own good and for my future. alright, caregroup ytd was fun. everybody was present and we played the "WHAT IF" game. HAHAS. went for dance practice after that and stayed for a short while only. some of us boys had a short meeting in BOYS CLUB this morning to plan some activities for the march holidays. and it went well and the activites looked as if it was going to be fun. just looking forward to it. :]
i'm going off to the gym now folks! BYE! :)
i ask GOD for YOUR happiness. :]