just the 22 no. @ {11:59 PM}
HATE TO SAY ALVIDA(GOODBYE);
i hate to say this word coz it kills the hope of meeting again. and i certainly did not say it to DILO when he left. coz we might meet again in the future.. or shud i say that we must meet. LOLS! THANKS MUM, for "understanding" my feelings and for hurting me so bad for the first time. this is the first time you have hurt me and my feelings so bad. i did not come home late. i had a reason for it and you were not even ready to give a listening ear to my explanations. i was just trying to spent as much time as i could with DILO coz he was abt to leave. i pleaded you so much and you did not even talk to me and left home in the morning to meet your friends and to send them to the airport. you see mum, even i have friends and i want to meet them whenever i can and they are my friends and i choose my own friends. so why are you restricting me from this and that so much? what can i do anyway. you are still my mother. but pls, give me a break. i'm not a kid anymore. i will never forget this day coz you did not even let me send my fren to the airport and to see him for the last time. luckily GOD was by my side and i was hoping for signs by him by coming online and looking for friends that were going to the airport. i saw my hero(SANJIB) online. THANK YOU, GOD. i asked him to come my hse coz i needed to pass a cd to KAB and a letter to DILO, i promised i will give my dog tag to DILO as part of our memories. it was rusty though coz i used it for dancing. i told him even if he never wore it, i asked him to keep it. i was really touched by the video manisha showed me coz he was thanking me for the letter and the dog tag. he was looking cool mann! HAHAHAS. manisha had a party at her hse today and it was for her family's farewell, laxmi aunty invited me and i was honoured. wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! LOLS. the girls were ther and most of all, SHE was there. i was just happy and felt complete while being next to her. i brought some drinks and food for her. i was just being a gentleman and its nothing wrong rite. but at the same time, i was expressing my love for her too. i place a higher premium on relationships and character instead of fame and wealth or achievements or even fun. my priorities are reodered. keeping up with trends, fashions, and popular values just doesn't matter as much anymore. i think we need to sit down and talk some things and i got some things to settle with you. but i will do it when the time is right. for the time being, my love for you will never change. I LOVE YOU.
SALAAM-E-ISHQ.
